Thoughts about him
Here I am laying in my bed listening to the crickets outside and I don't know why but the thought of you came across me. I was just thinking about how hard I fell in love with you. I fell in love with you so much that I literally went insane at one point. And through all this I just keep thinking "why him". And I swear I don't know what it was about you but as soon as I saw you for the first time I felt like I found you. And I just looked at you and I felt like I knew you forever but yet I didn't even know your name at the time. I just keep on picturing that moment in my head when we first looked at each other. I just remember you smiling at me and I swear your smile is the most amazing smile I've ever seen. I don't know how I'm even still here loving you just as much as I do, but I swear my love for you is infinite. It never dies and it's so strong that it even overwhelms me. It's crazy that I haven't even seen you in almost a year and I&